very close (☉,☉)

Yesterday I feel really close w/ him cause this is a twice that I can stand w/ him and its really really close. in a first met my heart beating sooooo fast. And do you know? I think I miss that sound --the heart beating-- Hahahaha
And the second meet I stand beside him and really close until I can heard his gusts of breath uuuh!~ seriously! that sooo close i ever been, but its weird when I realize my heart not beating so fast like as a has been but my heart still beating Hahaha

Jadi??

saat belum konstan pasti ingin banget konstan tapi pas udah konstan bingung bikin laporannya udah gitu perhitungannya bingung juga pula nice banget, kan? aaaah~~ *rada sebel juga ya*

heeem~

She said that I'm different but I think she is the reason that I'm different like right now.

Pertikaian itu sebenarnya baik atau tidak?

Menurut KBBI ;

1. Perselisihan; perbedaan; selisih;

2. Pertentangan (paham dsb); pertengkaran; percekcokan: segala ~ yg timbul di masyarakat dapat diatasi;

 

 "segala yg timbul di masyarakat dapat diatasi". Dapat diatasi berarti segala pertikaian/permasalahan dapat diatasi, kan? Namun yang jadi masalah saat ini apakah setiap masalah yang telah diatasi akan kembali seperti semula saat pertikaian itu belum datang? Untung dan ruginya ada pertikaian itu apa?

Menurut saya keadaan akan kembali seperti semula jika kita memang benar-benar menutup dalam-dalam persoalan yang terjadi itu. Untung yang didapat ketika pertikaian itu datang ialah kita bisa lebih dekat dan lebih saling memahami maupun mengerti satu sama lain maupun terhadap teman, sahabat, saudara bahkan keluarga. Ada pula ruginya kadang kita suka gengsi walaupun sebenarnya persoalaan itu sudah berakhir dan kadang kita suka canggung saat bertemu atau bertegur sapa dengannya atau bercanda lagi, karna kita takut kalau kita salah dalam berucap atau bertindak yang nantinya akan membuat orang itu marah kembali pada kita.

sekian^_^

Lyrics : Paramore - Ignorance

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same
No, well, we're not the same

We're the friends who stuck together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened;
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person, but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same
No, well, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend.

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger,
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Lyrics : Take Me With You - Secondhand Serenade

Forgive me if I seem forward,
But I've never been in front of anything like you,
It's the last place I thought I'd be when I woke up this morning,
Is it true that you are always this part-taking,
And you're smart and you're willing,
And your calmness is killing me,


Send me all the things you never said,
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,


You started to see right through me,
And I'm loving every minute of it,
Its like I'm born again every time I breath in so,
And the beauty is my favorite color's blue,
And I like to sing in the shower,
If you like I'll sing to you,


Send me all the things you never said,
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,


Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want you to take me there (take me there),
Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want to take you there (take you there),
Tell me everything,
Every breath,
I want you to know I'll be there (know I'll be there),
Let just one more thing,
One request,
I want you to take me with you,


Take me with you,
I will never let you down,
I will love you now and forever (now and forever),
[Repeat 5x]

Faktanya adalaaah : Rahasia Psikologi Arti Warna

         Biru:
   Memberikan arti ketenangan yang sempurna. Memiliki kesan yang dapat menenangkan di denyut nadi, tekanan darah, pernafasan serta membantu didalam meningkatkan kesehatan diri.

         Biru tua:
   Memberikan arti yang melambangkan perasaan yang mendalam. Dan biasanya bersifat perasa, bijaksana, tidak mudah untuk tersinggung, bersikap tenang dan memiliki kenalan/rekan yang luas.

         Biru muda:
   Melambangkan sifat yang teguh dan kokoh. Tetapi biasanya sedikit keras kepala, serta sering berbangga diri dan memiliki pendirian yang tetap.

        Coklat:
   Memiliki sifat suka merebut, pesimis terhadap kesejahteraan dan kebahagiannya di masa depan.

        Hijau:
   Melambangkan adanya suatu ketabahan, keinginan namun keras hati. Memiliki pribadi yang keras dan dominan/berkuasa. Tetapi warna ini bisa meningkatkan rasa bangga. Penggemar warna ini biasanya sering menjadi pilihan untuk mendapatkan nasehat.

        Hitam:
   Melambangkan arti kehidupan yang terhenti serta memberi kesan kekosongan, kegelapan, kematian, dan kerusakan.

        Kuning:
   Mewakili sifat kegembiraan, cukup santai, mempunyai cita-cita setinggi langit.

        Kuning terang:
   Melambangkan sifat spontan dan toleransi yang tinggi. Begitu menonjol tetapi berubah-ubah sikap, suka berharap dan dermawan.

        Abu-abu/Kelabu:
   Samar-samar karakternya. Kecenderungan lebih netral.

        Merah:
   Melambangkan keadaan psikologi yang mengurangkan tenaga, mempercepatkan denyutan nadi, menaikkan tekanan darah dan mempercepat pernafasan. Warna ini mempunyai pengaruh produktiviti, perjuangan, persaingan dan birahi.

        Merah terang:
   Mewakili kekuatan, kemahuan atau cita-cita. Warna ini turut melambangkan agresif, aktif, kemahuan keras, penuh ghairah dan dominasi.

        Merah jambu:
   Romantis, feminin, selalu rapi dan penuh jenaka.

        Ungu:
   Warna ini adalah campuran warna merah dan biru. Sifatnya sedikit kurang teliti tetapi selalu penuh harapan.

                                    Nah, sekarang apa warna kesukaan kamu?

sumber: email, http://www.f-buzz.com/2009/02/27/pilih-warna-rahasia-psikologi-arti-warna/